Corky’s Journey – Guest Opinion Column published in the Gazette & Herald newspaper – August 2014

Last month one of our guests, Corky, stumbled upon my monthly newspaper column for the first time and the end result of our subsequent conversation turned out to be my offer to publish whatever he chose to write for this edition.

Now conversations with Corky don’t tend to go along the ‘normal’ lines of social interaction and I can honestly say that I have no idea how I ended up proposing this to him. I also admit, hand on my heart, that I never expected him to come with the actual goods.

See Corky is just about the loudest Scotsman I have ever met. Not only does he have the broadest accent but he is also over 6ft with some majorly impressive dreadlocks and beard. Add to this the fact that he probably has undiagnosed ADHD and refuses to conform to any of society’s expectations and you can imagine my surprise when I subsequently found him two weeks later, head bent over the table for nearly three hours, furiously writing the following…

 “I rely on charity. Even a hello will make my day. Manners cost nothing. I’m just glad it’s hot and dry coz obviously the rain causes more damage (and obviously everybody gets wet). Anyway I diverse. If somebody was to ask you if you could travel back in time would you? And change your life? I would guess 80% of the people I have asked have said no. Ask yourself (honestly) would you?

 I’ve chosen this life. I enjoy my life. Things could be a wee bit different but they’re not. As I said I’m just glad it’s hot.

 Right! My name is Corky. Some of you may know me. I’m the loud and proud Scottish dreadlocked person which probably says a lot. Or maybe not.

 I went to Stonehenge in 1988. It changed my life (but in a good way). From then on I’ve travelled. I’ve owned 3 buses, 5 trucks and I don’t know how many caravans. It was great for years (until Thatcher of course).

 I’ve lived on the streets on and off for 10 to 15 years. It’s been tough but it’s been good. A big learning curve actually back to the question would you change your life if you could. I wouldn’t even the bad bits. Once again learning curves.

 This country is falling apart. You only have to look at all the changes in the law which are mostly done without us knowing or agreeing. ie poll tax, criminal justice bill, public order acts, ASBOs, squatting laws, room tax etc etc. I’m not allowed to swear but all of our natural resources have been ****** miners, shipbuilders, car makers etc!

 This is just my opinion, everyone is allowed one. We know who to blame but will it change?

 I may be a blagger and beggar but I am not a thief. So take this as you want. I feel like an old fart coz I’m falling apart but I’ve still got a few years left.”

 Now, for me it’s not even the end result that matters. Yes, he’s written something that is personal to him which reinforces the Doorway ethos of giving a voice to those who are rarely listened to, but what matters most is the journey that Corky travelled during the last two weeks.

Basically, I showed him that I had faith in his ability to attempt a task that was way outside his comfort zone. And subsequently, I have kept to my promise of getting him published in the newspaper.

So, I think that what I am trying to prove here is that the individuals you find travelling around the country and refusing to conform to society’s norms are still people at the end of the day. People with stories to tell if you just gave them a chance.

And it’s worth remembering that they all came from somewhere originally: when Corky travels down south from Scotland he has to phone his mum to tell her that he has arrived okay….

Corky’s poem didn’t make it into the newspaper:-

I’ve done them all
Oh yeah and alcohol
I don’t feel tall
I sometimes feel small
By rights I should be dead
And it’s starting to hurt my head.
So don’t go down the same path
Coz it could be cobbled and bumpy
Then you’ll know people can be grumpy.
So if you’re down
Don’t have a frown
Coz there’s always someone worse
Than you!
So all I can do is tell you
Please not to do drugs
But sometimes they don’t listen
So just say no!
And you’ll know there’s nothing

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Go the Pinks! The Doorway Football Team play in the Kandu Kicks World Cup Tournament

Saturday 16th August at Stanley Park – The World Cup!!

Doorway is Costa Rica costa rica flag for a day 

The teams assembling, the crowd buzzing and then the news breaks – Colombia haven’t turned up! Some kerfuffle with the drug squad dogs at the border perhaps? Who knows but this means a short delay while the organisers rejig the schedules and make a slight mistake when they delete Costa Rica instead. Hang on – that’s US, Doorway!! You can’t just rub us out – we trained long and hard for this. Much more writing on the fixtures tables and a further delay but eventually we are back on track and the tournament begins.

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Match 1 and Doorway are on pitch 1 facing Uruguay. A nervous start and after 4 minutes our defence slips up and Uruguay score. That seems to spark us into action and after pressuring their defence for a couple of minutes a mistake is forced and a defender puts through his own goal and we’re back at 1-1. That’s got us pepped up and a couple of minutes later Kev slots home a goal and we’re 2-1 up! The game moves from end to end for a while and then Uruguay start to apply some pressure and eventually force an equaliser so now it’s 2-2 with 9 minutes left. Once again we respond the right way and after several attacks Jordan bangs in the winning goal! Stout defence keeps Uruguay at bay for the last few minutes and we hold on for a well deserved win.

Costa Rica 3 – 2 Uruguay

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Match 2 is our bye round

Match 3 sees us up against Mexico. They are a very good side and press forward a lot. After 6 minutes that pressure tells and we’re 0-1 down. More pressure from Mexico but Doorway are fighting hard and showing great spirit and after 12 minutes Miller pops up in attack and bangs in an equaliser! The rest of the game is tight but determined defending from Mario, Julian and Steve and top-notch goalkeeping from Connor gets us to the whistle still at 1-1 – a cracking result against a good team.

Costa Rica 1 – 1 Mexico

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Match 4 and we face the defending champions – Iran. From the beginning we struggle to deal with their power and movement and after 7 minutes we’re down 0-2. Some of the fighting spirit comes up again and on 9 minutes Kev rifles in a goal to make it 1-2 – can we get back on level terms? Sadly, not this time and Iran notch up another couple of goals before the end.

Costa Rica 1 – 4 Iran

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Match 5 brings the Netherlands into our sights. For some reason we’re all at sea from the start and find ourselves 0-3 down after just 6 minutes. Now we start playing and putting a lot of effort in – especially Peck who suddenly seems to be everywhere. He gets just rewards for his efforts with goals on 8 and 13 minutes to bring us back to 2-3 but an equaliser eludes us despite all the hard work everyone is putting in. Netherlands manage to slot in another before the end and we end up on the wrong end of a slightly unjust score.

Costa Rica 2 – 4 Netherlands

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Match 6 is Portugal. We seem to be tiring and just not clicking in this match and are under pressure all the way through it. They score on 8 minutes and that proves to be the only goal of the game – thanks largely to the efforts of Connor in goal as he produces a string of fine saves to give us some hope.

Costa Rica 0 – 1 Portugal

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Match 7 is the last game and it’s England. Another bad start from us and we’re 0-3 down after just 4 minutes! Everyone looks a little tired and dejected but England start to relax a little and a chink of light appears. That great Doorway spirit comes up again and we start to work really hard and begin playing some good football again and England are now on the back foot. After 11 minutes Peck pops the ball in the net and we’re on a roll – 1-3. Efforts are redoubled and on 15 minutes Kev gets on the scoresheet and we’re at 2-3. Can we dig deep and get back on level terms? Yes we can – on 17 minutes Peck is on hand to put away the equaliser and it’s just reward for all his efforts. No more goals despite both teams having chances so it ends all square.

Costa Rica 3 – 3 England

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We didn’t make the final which was between Iran and Mexico with Mexico defending very well to take a deserved 1-0 victory and lift the trophy.

Overall we finished 5th which is slightly disappointing but the lads should be proud of their efforts on the day so here’s a big WELL DONE to them:-

Connor  Jordan    Julian   Kev   Mario   Miller  Peck   Steve  

All the photos can be found on Flickr here 

With huge thanks to Roland for writing this article!

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“Installing spikes is not the point” – Guest Opinion Column published in the Gazette &Herald newspaper – July 2014

Random acts of kindness and generosity by the local community are regularly witnessed by us at Doorway. Not only do we receive both financial and food donations but we also are blessed with offers of contribution in kind, people’s valuable time and various other offers of assistance which enable to us to continue to provide an extremely necessary service to those who are most vulnerable and marginalised.

However, it is a sad truth that we live in a society where many people can be very quick to judge others for their misfortunes, make instant assumptions about those less fortunate, and condemn them to a fate that they feel they deserve.

And, unfortunately, this is inflamed by regular reports in the national media, particularly over the last year of welfare reforms, calling people “benefit scroungers” and far worse.

So imagine our surprise when a breaking news story surrounding the placement of metal spikes outside a block of flats in London, to deter rough sleepers, hit the headlines last month and initiated a massive national public outcry. Through the power of social media the story went viral and resulted in over 130,000 people signing a petition on to demand that the Mayor of London, Boris Johnson, enforced removal of them.

Not only did the public response ensure that the spikes were removed from outside the block flats but subsequently others were also taken away outside Tesco in Regent Street, London and a branch of Halifax in Swansea. The latest news (this week) is that barriers placed over warm air vents to deter rough sleepers in Glasgow have been removed by a guy called Gary who states that he is a “citizen vigilante” and these acts have now been backed up by various protestor groups and homelessness organisations.

Now I applaud the reaction by the general public and I am truly heartened to hear that the power of the masses can bring about change so quickly and effectively but, and it’s a very big but…

The sad truth is that placing metal spikes to deter rough sleepers is only the latest in a long line of deterrents employed by various different businesses and councils as anti-homeless measures.

Measures introduced to prevent rough sleeping or other public antisocial behaviour, such as skateboarding, are now officially termed as “hostile architecture” or “disciplinary architecture” as the means to describe any type of urban architecture that is designed to influence public behaviour.

And, since the emergence of hostile architecture in the 1990’s, councils have been coming up with increasingly innovative ways of preventing the public from participating in any type of general antisocial behaviour in open spaces. Examples include metal brackets attached to benches or low walls to deter skateboarding or the Mosquito technology devices to prevent young people gathering in public places.

More subtle methods specifically targeting rough sleepers include benches designed to discourage sleeping which can be found all over the country but are so common that the public doesn’t even notice them. Different designs include individual bucket seats, vertical slats or large armrests between seats and wall railings which only allow leaning instead of sitting or lying. Other measures such as fencing off parks, closing down public toilets overnight or even strategically placing prickly plants in public areas have also been introduced without us realising.

And let’s not forget the draconian methods employed by Westminster Council back in 2009 where rough sleepers where hosed with water, whilst bedded down at night, as a “psychological bullying tactic” thereby preventing them from being seen in public areas.

So, actually, at the end of the day we are simply enabling the important discussion to drift away from the topic of how we support rough sleepers through the process to finding a stable secure home to the topic of whether or not we should allow them to sleep on the streets or force them to walk around 24 hours a day and “treat them like pigeons”

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More or less?

Last blog we featured J’s poem/lyric about the Arlingham Ferry, and, as suggested, J didn’t know if he had finished it. This (I find) is an eternal question regarding any written work, but poetry can be especially tantalising. It’s a given that all first drafts are, as Hemmingway observed, shit, so re-drafting or re-editing is an important component of the writing process. At our last writing session J was keen to flesh out his first attempt and, in what seemed no time at all, he came up with this reworking. His aim is to let his poem/lyric tell a more rounded story.


The Arlingham Rope Ferry Blues

A Gypsy woman took my hand and said

I’ve been reading your lines

you know you get up every morning you’ve got

to rise and shine.

Cross my palm with silver I think you’ll agree

but when you cross the water then you will see

that the Arlingham rope ferry was just holding on


The sky was full of gulls screaming, the

milk vans on its way

old Joe was rolling up the shutters at the

dawn of a brand new day

sitting on a park bench to reflect for awhile

shoes full of holes and a little out of style

and the Arlingham rope ferry was just holding on


Then the city got so crowded I thought I’d

take a stroll

To the estuary to watch the old river roll

the tide is a healer it’s a hunter too

High water slack water back waters too

and the Arlingham rope ferry was just holding on


I walked all day my mouth was dry oh my

aching bones

Man I was feeling like a fraction of headstones

over cobblestones

The foxes in the meadow, the cows in the corn

Autumn leaves curling in the fires of dusk and dawn

and the Arlingham rope ferry was just holding on


Note: J wrote this quickly and as I was transcribing it from his hand written copy I was tempted to add a few punctuation marks to help frame the sense, but I resisted. It would be presumptuous of me to add what J has left out. It may have been intended or an oversight due to the speed at which he wrote it down. The tenses are deliberately out of synch, as J likes the tension it produces.

J is keen to have feedback about the two versions of his ‘blues’. Which one works best as a blues? Does one satisfy the reader or listener more than the other? We are often drawn to a poem or piece of writing because it makes a connection with us for all sorts of reasons and at different levels.

I can understand J’s wanting to expand on his first draft so that it tells a story, as blues songs do, but I prefer the spare, more opaque-seeming first draft. It has poetic qualities—playing with ideas, the compression of language through the use of simile and metaphor (the whole lyric being an extended metaphor) that the second has less of; in opening out the story it seems to lose its immediacy and freshness. What do you think?



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Feedback from our guests keeps us going…

Found this letter from one of our guests whilst unpacking boxes today in the office:-

“There are times when I am mentally, emotionally living in a very dark place. Those times are now becoming few and far between. It is not completely dark, for the gloom is fragmented by the flickering flame of a candle. Doorway, from the bottom of my heart, thank you for providing that candle.

Lisa, when the Lottery fund asks you why you deserve funding, tell them that you provide candles for those in need. Somehow I don’t think that will satisfy the accountants, but that is what you have done for me.

Reading back through the post I know I haven’t done Doorway justice. I know and many others know that when your friends turn away from you because you horrify / appal / disgust them, Doorway won’t. Doorway will give them hope. That’s a massive thing to give – probably non-quantifiable!!”


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From The Writing Group (yes, the Writing Group)

It has been a quiet but not unproductive season for the writing group.

J’s a man of Gloucestershire and the history and topography of the county often occur in his writing. The ferry referenced in this lyric crossed the Severn at a fording point that was in use in Roman times. I think it is an effective metaphor for the struggles J has had in his life, as well as the ‘lifeline’ Doorway has been for him. On a technical level this is an accomplished piece. There is rhythm (J often writes with a tune in his head) that paces the arc of the poem from first stanza, with its hint of resolve, to the third with its experiential, ‘life is just a fraction of headstones over cobblestones’. J also uses rhyme, pararhyme (shatter, shutter, shelter), alliteration, assonance and consonance, but naturally, without it feeling forced or done for effect. J has given me permission to share his work with the readers of the Doorway blog, but he is not sure if it is finished.


The Arlingham Rope Ferry

Seagulls shatter the night turning purple to grey

They’ll soon be rolling up the shutters of the roadside café

Sit in a bus shelter and reflect awhile

My shoes aren’t shiny but they’ll last another mile

And the Arlingham rope ferry’s just holding on


Gloucester city’s overcrowded, the Severn Bridge takes a toll

Going down the estuary to watch the waters roll

The tide is a healer and a hunter too

Load on…cast off…pull it through

And the Arlingham rope ferry’s just holding on


My eyes grow weary and my aching bones

Tell me life is just a fraction of headstones over cobblestones

But while hay’s in the meadow, the fields full of corn

Leaves curling in the fires of dusk and dawn

And the Arlingham rope ferry’s just holding on.



J wrote a footnote to this lyric: The Arlingham rope ferry isn’t there at the moment but I’d like to thank doorway staff and volunteers because it has been a lifeline to me over the nine years I’ve been coming here. Thanx.






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Letter to Doorway from a Guest – 3rd July 2014

‘A’ came into the drop-in today and wrote this letter during the writing group session…

It’s feedback like this that reminds why we do what we do and just how important our work is to those who are going through tough times…

“To all the Staff and Helpers at Doorway.

 Thank you so much to all of you for your help I really do appreciate it. I know I can be strange sometimes, weird or not normal but if I didn’t have your help support and confidence I probably wouldn’t have found the confidence in myself to find myself somewhere to live. I know I get into trouble but I honestly wouldn’t ever do anything to get myself into trouble. I do have a brain somewhere in my head LOL very small but yeah.

 Thanks ever so much to everyone that has helped I feel a bit better knowing I have your help. Really do thank you so much.

 To Lisa, Mike, Mary, Kev, for all the helpers and cooking staff you’re all so lovely.

 And I couldn’t do it without you lot and my lovely gf or wife to be.”

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